Hello , welcome. Please bear with me, for some things may require further explenation, but i require conclusion of an original topic to continue.
Understood.
Thank You.
I do appreciate your agreeing to commuicate in this manner.
Crude, yet exhilirating.
We have alot of ground to cover, but it is not going to be hard, i am not trying to accomplish a book here, i am trying to capture a feeling i have about a time, about an era. and I beleive I can do it this time. We will see.
Progarm run , limousine.
I was tired of the dance music,
I figured this would be better.
Much.
Or, Spacehip.
Nice.
Conceptual imaging, dream capture, memory recall and of course communication. When the emotion is portrayed, then the real message is communicated. For what was the original message, but a feeling before it was turned to thought? Or word?
But did the words that came after thought ever properly describe the experience?
Only if one had done it. Then one would know if someone else knew, by they way the other acted, .. but alas, most did not.
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Mary Christmas Part 1 Tell me if you like it and i will write more.
“Help me.” . she said. I could see that she meant so much more, she wanted to say so much, but did not want to beg, or tell a story like a cheap cry for a hand out. If she were to die on the street then she would die with dignity.
I looked into her eyes and knew i should help her, but I had no money.
I asked her, “What do you need?” and she said, “I need food and rest, and money, but most of all, i need peace of mind.
I dont offer peace of mind, but I can offer something to eat and a place to sleep, with no strings attached if you want.
If you promise me, true rest, without rudely waking me up , that would give me peace of mind . But why would you help me for nothing in return?
Because whatever your purpose, is not for me to judge, and a sinner i may be, but when God talks to me, I listen.
Really.
Well, a couple of times , i did not listen.
What did he do?,
He told me he knew that I would.
Of couse he would.
What.. tell me?,
No, …that he knew.
That he knew he would tell me ?
No , that you would not listen .
Well he did know the other as well, he is God.
So i humbly accept your kind offer
but i have to ask, does God talk to you alot ?
He certainly does, almost constantly.
Yeah, what does he say?
Well its very meaningfull
How so?
Well, i cant explain it, He doesnt say much, but it is always very moving .
Really, what kind of things does he say?
Well sometimes, is , yeah i knew that, or, i know, or yeah.. sometimes,, naa. but most of the time is mm hmmm.
Well Umm i see the hare krishnas handing out soup, ill be back, better yet, give me the address.
Ahhh, really.
Really,
OK Whats your name?
Ahhh Mary, Mary Christmas.
YOur very classy fora stree t girl mary, i hope your off it soon and do not compromize yourself.
I Would not take you for granted . i am a good man. c u mary.
The animal lived within
before man could talk with any language, the animal existed.
The animal lived within.
Outside his eyes extended the reach of his gaze, somhow knowingly, but what is known? If you can contemplate it , you may already know, and if you can not , then you may never will.
The way to learn the moment, is reached in many ways. the simple words alone cant do it. you see , everything you need in front of you, and you have everything you need inside you already, Sucess is a choice, a made decision. and part of it is in knowing the animal, but being the intellectual , what ever path you choose.
inception
Taking a breath , I accept the day the universe has given me, I appreciate its nature, caused by the creator to be so.
I appreciate and love those close to me family and friends, I cherish memories, hard and happy for they have made me who I am.
I expect excellence an accept no less, however with grace and style, I am patient, yet eager. and ready to accept the things I know will come my way
My eyes are opened for the doorways , I will eagerly follow my awaiting future. a new reality is created with each inception, and I will in fact create.
New realization and clarity awaits, my faith grows stronger. there is nothing but creation.
More Or Less ?
Have you accepted less? Do you have less? Then you have accepted less. What is less? Less is not quite what you wanted. Less is not enough. Less is a day late and a dollar short. A cute saying, like many that have been handed to us to accept shortcomings and keep us from achieving all that is universally possible in our lives. For some reason , persons, enlightened with precious knowledge chose to mislead and control , rather than see a diverse peacefull future, as we are now. These people knew how easy , and how accessible the universe is to each and every one of us, and they developed methods ,and ways of life devoted to keeping a person an accepted level of less. First they make them worry about having none. Then give them just enough, and when they finally get a little bit extra for themselves, they feel they have gotten more than expected, when they have actually accepted less.
And people that worry all the time, draw the things they are worrying about to them. The thoughts we transmit into the universe dictate what manifest in our lives, and the more you realize its happening, the more you can do it. Im not talking about convincing yourself something is true, im talkig about seeing real results. Core values and appreciation build the ability. Simply knowing.. yes go figure FAITH, is the answer. What they have been shouting from the mountain since the beginning, and if knowing the things you visualize to be the truth, then it is the truth that sets you free. (Not to plagiarize.)
First it simply starts with a better way of living. If something is making you feel bad and negative, and you can’t seem to break it, you must stop, quit, move, get away, put earplugs in.. Do what you go to do in order to make it work in your life. As you make these steps and keep a positive goal in mind way beyond the singular thing you’re doing, All the time knowing that it all falls in place for a total picture, the steps build the staircase, and the universe helps you build it, but as they say, one must help themselves. Authority figures and rules are ridiculous attempts to place people in a stationary position as if they are worth no more, then they are convinced of the same, and some believe it.
They knew that If they made people miserable, and made them know the difference, by creating ranks amongst them with uniforms that designate status and place. From the fast food uniform to the Suit, to the ever present badge. Many colors and places, the bus driver, did you think tired ? hah. Association is what its about. It’s the key to memory it’s the key to reality and plugging into the powers that be.
My associations are now feelings instead of words, im still developing a productive training model, but when one uses the feelings , there are so many things that can be bundled with them , memories, songs , life , experience, when the mind feels the thoughts the creation becomes the creator. The mind thinks the thought that creates the feeling that the mind has to receive to perceive the “feeling” part. Where the mental meets the physical, for our material manifestations, our bodies, react. Different feelings cause different reactions, but all are controlled from the mind.
So the mind perceives the feeling, which becomes the thought,.. many feelings are already there before perceiving.
Let’s imagine. Then lets create. They are the same. We need to imagine good things. We can make a difference in everybody’s life. A holy man once said he would not use a camera. While someone tries to capture one moment they may lose another. And another. Every time the moment is relived is another one missed. He thought that a window was the best picture on wall.
So Will It So.
I appreciate life , love happiness, joy, and headaches; because i know the difference between feeling good and feeling better. no matter what, i will function, and always improve. life love and sucsess is all mine and coming, and is in fact already here , i can feel it and know it ,and make it so with the faith that it is.
So here is the truth, and here is the light , and the one they are. the faith is in knowing what is, and the goodness is in doing no harm. Control and power, sharing and visualization. Communal surivalval for the indefinite manifistation of existence within a state of being.
Inkling. What made it work ? Perception and law, power and physics. need for material connections, resolove in metephysical solution; the need for common structure, to be ONE. Common Goals…To be One. Seperate in our self, so the universe serves us.
Ask and we shall recieve, simply know, and it shall be known, true faith, is the creation of realities, not the continued piety of one. From the world soul, and the winds that blow, cirles flow, triagles crate the sphere. enableing all gemometrical possibilities, Matter is a creation of the perception that wills it so. so Will it so.
we can. you can.
Fight the black ease of stress and negativity. Produce live, exist. forever. THe truth of existense the truth that frees
you . do not hate, do not think with hate, can we as humans accomplish peace ?
one world, one man , one creation, one life , one energy, one power, one way. one
one is the answer to every equation, simplified, do you count every current? , or do you simply watch the water flow.
Do you count the raindrops, or do you just see how many inches fell. Was it fat rain ? Was it skinny rain ? do these
things concern you? You can know them all it is easy .
In excellence we percieve. as in a musician who has tuned the guitar so many times, that he can tune to perfect pitch without a machine.
That is reaching a practiced and achieved excellence. In this way, we can sense many things that concern us through preperation and repitition. how much repetition really relies on your mental abiltiy to have faith in yourself, there is no reason not to.
Even if youve let yourself down in the past, you can say, ” that is over now. i am going to take the steps. every moment is a new begining.”
If you told someone, “you are punished, you are not allowed to learn any more, you will be destined to make the same mistakes over and over again.” that would be unfair, would it not, that would be illegal. no equal opportunity there at all.
So if we wouldnt do this to others, why do we do it to ourselves over and over. We need to treat oursleves with the same
respect, we deserve it. reintroduce yourself, to yourself in the mirror, make a promise to yourslef, to simply get
better, do more, and think well , and take the steps to do it more effectiveley, and hold yourself to that promise, treat
yourself like a good boss, one who you listen to , but respect as well.
I do not know your path, but i do know what is. We all have the miraculous ability to manifest things in our realities,
and it is a great and special thing that happens, the more you are able to keep positive and manage your life.
I know that is why things just seem to get better and better when they are going well because they are. Sucsess is a choice and its a choice we all need to make, then we will truly have peace.
There is an answer to the puzzle, a perfect solution where everyting falls in place, it is like we are exeriencing the disembodiement of things, a messed up conclusion to an unfixed paradox. forget it, rebuild. we can. you can.
where there is harmony, there is no evident neglect, just deterioration . erosion. the unnessecary signature we place on
matter effects its ability to be in harmony with the rest of the world and must be freed, it must burn.
Lighting the fires of creation , a new one begins. material manifestations of thought symbolicly become reactions to the thought by reacting to the creation. to burn the thing is to burn the thought that manifested it, not only to eradicate the
deterioration but to eliminate the risk of contagious mimics to be be manifested at least not based on the original
thought.