how could it be. the wave of things, learned young. I am sorry we are not going to disneyland, at that point when the brothers and sisters whined, he observed , and was fascinated, as he noticed the diference one day, when he did get caught up in the wave. on that day they were to get ice cream, and went to the store, but for some reason it was closed. On this day, i did get cought up in the wave. and found myself realizing that i had. i was 3 yrs old sitting there realizing the differeince between riding the wave of emotinos as things happened or not. and could see, he much prefered the first method of observation and patience as others rode theirs out. how even as things affected you do int with disacossiation. To refuse to say goodbye, years could pass, and a hows it going sees enough . what do you really have to tell me, what is there ot to say , there is too much we already know, i would rather forget. HWy scheme. boredom , endevour. hate ? I did not escape emotion, i simply learned to choose when and what to feel, making logical decisions on what would be considered an appropriate action, if I really cared. This was very comfortable in my head, and afforded myself much more time to conentrate on the multipale approches at a higher state of being, for reaching the enlightend mind is not the end of the journey, and can drive one insane with the desire of what comes next, not death, for death .. does not exist, not dying, for dying is negative, not pain, for pain is not real. As i choose through the search of dimension and multiverse, i will forge and form the perception most desirable for me for all is all, and all exists. Possibilities are unamionus. Destiny is written , for everything is written.