so are you just a sick fuxxxr or an imaginative fxxxer.
do you know what your putting people through? i would be mad, if i did not know what you went through .
either way its the kind of thing people tell stories about.
how life is full of highs and lows, and when you on a high , and you see the peaks, you see the people that occupy the peaks. From their lofty perches all they see is the other peaks, they are not busy looking down on people as others think, they have too many other things to do.
They are busy looking ever upward, and if there is no higher mountain they will build spaceships, and make colonies based on companies , not countries. support by pepsico and taco bell. KFC has joined the ranks and the new world order has started the pepsico chain.

so let us begin.  number one. thank you. yes,, i really mean it .. thank you. . but do i mean it just because its good for me, because i was told gratitude was a creative force, that my selfishness and desire actually drove me to be grateful … yes… then … i am changed… because i must feel grateful, rather than learn the actual concept, i learned the feeling , the concept came easy,  . so then through feelings, i learned the concept of being grateful, and then, inception, became grateful true inception. . in this way, many things can, and are , and have been known, and learned. peace be with you.

how could it be. the wave of things, learned young. I am sorry we are not going to disneyland, at that point when the brothers and sisters whined, he observed , and was fascinated, as he noticed the diference one day, when he did get caught up in the wave. on that day they were to get ice cream, and went to the store, but for some reason it was closed. On this day, i did get cought up in the wave. and found myself realizing that i had. i was 3 yrs old sitting there realizing the differeince between riding the wave of emotinos as things happened or not. and could see, he much prefered the first method of observation and patience as others rode theirs out. how even as things affected you do int with disacossiation. To refuse to say goodbye, years could pass, and a hows it going sees enough . what do you really have to tell me, what is there ot to say , there is too much we already know, i would rather forget. HWy scheme. boredom , endevour. hate ? I did not escape emotion, i simply learned to choose when and what to feel, making logical decisions on what would be considered an appropriate action, if I really cared. This was very comfortable in my head, and afforded myself much more time to conentrate on the multipale approches at a higher state of being, for reaching the enlightend mind is not the end of the journey, and can drive one insane with the desire of what comes next, not death, for death .. does not exist, not dying, for dying is negative, not pain, for pain is not real. As i choose through the search of dimension and multiverse, i will forge and form the perception most desirable for me for all is all, and all exists. Possibilities are unamionus. Destiny is written , for everything is written.

it is ok, we are free to begin. please join me in relaxing. sit or stand when you like, flow, movement, is relative, and one can meditate while moving, for one is always moving.

stillness is an illusion , as many things are. Atomic science tells us that atoms are not solid, but have space in betwwen the protons , nuetrons, and nuclei, and not only that, but all parts of the atoms, take turns disappearing in and out of phase, where do they go? they, we, everything goes in and out of many different realities, like the blinking of eyes, if they are prewritte definatley becsuse then every possible outcome would have to exist, to be prewritten for the being percinving it,, you and I , to be able to choose amongst them, and it stil be destiny, for in a different phase, all possibilities actually happen, and all at one time. big bang was not only the begining, but the end as well, as we flew further and further away from inception,, time gained mass, and appeared longer, linearly. Longer 1 second becamw a million years , and as we get pulled closer the perception seems short, but we will be thrown out again in a spiral of time. The only question is, how will we choose to exist this time, and will we wipe the pallet completley clean this time?

So manhy times i sit here at this keyboard lookng at the empty page , i know many stories that scream to be told, and
their time will come, but sometimes , one has to write anew, one has to put the past behind in a time to live life, its
all part of my experiencde anway. Experience and life ……Suns, and black holes!!….,Need i say more,
……………life death, ……is isint,………….. energy….. and ……all and not…… ever in a cirlce.
…reliving existences and beings, so insanity does not comsume . what is comsuming itself …..but then growings
…..expanding … causing the life and death of sub sefls, all with they synatical ability to affect their own
reality,…..us,……. all part of one ..big ….gigantic….. pool…. of energy… suns….we are Stars …..It is our true spiritual nature . .. as was our beginning as is our ending,   ….as is the begining and the ending OF all things,….. from tne super nova,….. to the star…., to the stardust …we are.
all time being one….. on a quantim level….. realize the energy that created the matter…… willed it to be …….
….with concious…..  conscious that  willed  to be. … not beings that willed to conceive .. ..it can not be ignored,………. the elightenment that can be gained by simply understanding what we alreadiy know is outstanding. ….Its nice if you agree, but bitter to argue. ……i say better to keep my mouth shut till i can put my mind to pen, and then invite pleasant visitors after i know they are. ……….Visitors are a good thing vibrant, and give as much as recive in the gifts of friendship and wisdom, and one is wise to serve karma by serving as council to those who are on the path to their own enlightenment.
…….when someone thinks well of you and helps you to create a new future, …..that is a great gift, …..and only gets better…….. through the cosmic powers of life that be, Filled with Gratitude, I  thank the universe and ask, as i have heard, More Please